Sunday, January 20, 2008,3:09 pm
the worst sleeep i've had in awhile .
came back home, was kinda intending to join ved for cell that night .
but, became super tired .
totally knocked out till about 1 at night .
by then , everything was a blur .
the whole house was dark and quiet .
my throat was sore like heck .
and i felt super flushed .
hot i mean . hahaha .
remembering that had to work in the morning .
i was too afraid to sleeep .
lols .
actually wanted to cancel shift .
since i could barely hear my own voice .
but , guilty lur .
who calls at 2 am in the morning saying they cant come for work ?
plus, neeed money :x
hahaha .
by the time i woke up the next morning .
my voice sounded like a guy .
hooray ? hahha .
ohkay, i still sound like a guy now .
ended up i do shift with elena .
but, nobody taught her morning shift yet,
so i guess it wont make a difference .
lols.
the day was relatively quiet.
because i got no voice,
i kinda fell asleep a few times :x
then she helped to answer alot of calls :x
sorry :x
it was like the first time i actually talked to maggie.
she wasnt as intimidating as i thought she was .
stil can joke somemore . hahaa .
*phew .
zureen and shuni had other plans .
so our trip to ngee ann was cancelled .
*shrugs .
hahaha .
spent some family time at home instead .
including going out for dinner at beautyworld .
ate SUPER ASS SPICY FOOD o.o
talked and shopped .
like the first time in who-knows-how-long .
joshua was like .. anti-christing to me .
it was sickening .
why hasnt the holy spirit dawned upon him ?
mum says its because God has a plan for him .
that its probably not his time yet .
i wish it would come sooon !
he doesnt know what he's missing .
if only he knew the God we do.
i guess, all we can do is pray .
so guys, pray for him ! please .
pray hard . real hard .
anyway .
spent alot of time at a particular shop .
we kept trying stuff we didnt buy :x
HAHAH .
then .
as we were leaving beauty world,
heard these two boys shout my name .
was like super shocked lur .
freaked out actually .
i stare closely .
i know xiaodidi meh ?
lol . so decided to walk faster and faster away .
later did i know it was actually CHONG SHUNI !
with her bro and friends .
CHEY !
this is called, fate between friends .
HAHAHHA !
was so super funnny .
yeah . came home and watched eragon on tv .
one word .
WOAH .
hahahaha .
it was kinda coool .
it was violent , but in the action sort of way .
not the gory sadistic sort of way .
so it was ohkay (:
funny though,
in eragon's case .
fate chose him, he didnt choose fate .
didnt even expect or want it .
but he embraced it eventually.
even with reluctance at first.
its so human actually.
that not all fates happen at your will.
does this mean we shouldnt wait for it ?
let it find us ?
and just take whatever openly. cos we may never know when it may become something exceptional .
ohkay, im not saying dragons will fly around.
but there's a miracle in everything eh ?
so, dont hold your expectations too high .
dont expect a spider or cat to bite you,
or a meteor to hit your home.
everyone has their own plan .
you dont have to be superman or spiderman to make it great.
God's plan . we just wait and embrace it :D
ohkay, thats what i learn lur . hahah .
wokay , got to sleeeep soon .
dammit .
should start reading up on poly courses .
haaas .
dammit . my throat hurts .
heartofGodchurch